Namida tomaranai wa anata yasashisugiru kara namida tomaranai wa shiwase ga sugiru kara kouen de itsumo hajimaru gogo no nichiyoubi desu te ga fureru hodo chikaku de anata to aruiteru shinzou no oto kikaretara ikitekenai hodo hazui kara PA tto tsukutta hanauta no kyokumei kikareta wa Namida tomarani wa maiban mite iru no shashin namida tomaranai wa konya wo mou neta no ka na?

Ciao, everyone~
HOW . ARE . YOU . ?
I've not much to say tonight. I should be off to bed, that is true, though I'm not yet sleepy. This awful cough is keeping me awake and makes it hard for me to enjoy my cushy lawn chair bed. :[
I am feeling a bit less depressed as of late. I do have wishes that cannot be fulfilled and often dream that the present is not real. But I must accept it. I must stop being so sad. dare yori mo watashi ga watashi wo shitteru kara dare yori mo shinjite agenakucha! Saa, Soko made, watashi ga yuku kara! Onna ni sachi are asahi yo nobore!

In hopes of feeling as if I have friends, which is so rare, it would seem, though something I've grown quite accustomed to, I've found another nickname for myself. Apanda~ Mayhaps this one will catch on, yes? Let us hope for the best! demo shoujiki ni ikiterya ippai kandou ni deau sa datte kyou wa kyou de mata atarashi tottemo shizen na shinsetsu ni deatta wake dashi

Well, that is all for now~
Night^2, everyone!
Ciao!

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song included- Namida ga Tomaranai Houkago, I WISH, Onna ni Sachi Are, Ai Araba IT'S ALL RIGHT all by Morning Musume